Numbers Game

for Carson P Boyd III

 
On that uncertain Friday night
            twenty-six years ago, I said,
 
“Why wait ‘til Monday? Pour the rest
            down the drain and make
 
that call.” Continue reading

Photograph by Chase Berenson.

Nine

        In a drainage ditch.
        In a high school ballfield—before you make him go back, because you are afraid of some things, still. He says that after the next one you won’t be. But you are.
        In the garage for a long time, where no one goes anymore. In the old chest freezer. You wonder at him going out there, long hours at night, but then again he could be someplace else, someplace far. You don’t know which is worse. Continue reading